The pen i write which weighs heavy in my hand tears i shed are of pain and sorrow. For the joy i have come to know has now fled my life, leaving an emptiness that is. Must i think of this as my sadness for now my loved one is free, free from all anguish, pain no moor shall she bare. Fly my beautiful dove, for one thing i am sure, you shall forever carry my heart my love. Farewell my beautiful michelle, for i know not where you are, but your presence shall i feel. All my love bill xx