As i stood in my usual place in the night club chatting to my friends minding my own business, a figure of a woman sneaked up on me and confronted me with a smile, that person was michelle she looked as i remembered her (fine looking her face did not elude me at all). I threw my arms open & invited her into my buss`em with a huge smile & hug, i was in slight shock with feelings that overwhelmed me with unbelief, she asked if i was courting anybody, my answer to that was NO. It was almost as tho i was saving myself for her return!! She explained why she went away (It did not matter she came back to seek me out), she told me that she came back a few months earlier but felt silly & nervous every time she tried to approach me she wanted to time it just right.... That was the start of our reunion. knowing the out come of this relationship i ask myself should i have left when she became ill saving me all this hurt & pain that now i am going threw? Thats not the kind of person i am, What i gave to her is what she gave to me..... HAPPINESS.... walking away was not an option! My privilege was to know you my darling u tought me about life seeing the other side of pain & death, i know your at peace now but still it hurts xx